[00:00.00]Trauma (Clean) - BoyWithUke
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[00:02.49]Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
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[00:04.98]Composed by：BoyWithUke
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[00:07.46]Produced by：BoyWithUke
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[00:09.97]Growing up I never had a lot of money
[00:11.66]从小到大 我一直都不富裕
[00:11.66]I never had a phone always was a little hungry
[00:13.92]从未拥有过手机 肚子总有点饿
[00:13.92]Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:16.12]每次听到母亲啜泣 我便难以入睡
[00:16.12]I was 10 back then
[00:17.89]那时我才十岁
[00:17.89]I didn't have a room had to buy used shoes
[00:20.44]那时我没有自己的房间 只能买别人穿过的鞋
[00:20.44]I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.37]音乐是我的避难所 让我免受欺负
[00:22.37]And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
[00:24.60]每一次受伤 我都觉得是自己的错
[00:24.60]Even if it was an accident
[00:27.92]即便那只是意外而已
[00:27.92]Maybe it's not what I want
[00:30.96]也许这不是我想要的生活
[00:30.96]Oh I've seen better days
[00:33.00]我曾享受过幸福时光
[00:33.00]And the moment ******* sucks
[00:36.70]眼下却沉浸在痛苦之中
[00:36.70]But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[00:40.13]如果再不停下 我大概会犯下大错
[00:40.13]And honestly why not
[00:42.36]说实话 为什么还要继续呢
[00:42.36]When nobody gives a ****
[00:44.75]反正没有人真的在乎
[00:44.75]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:49.34]但有时我就是无法控制自己
[00:49.34]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53.75]我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[00:53.75]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:58.40]但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[00:58.40]I know it's in my mind
[01:00.54]我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[01:00.54]But I think I need some help
[01:03.07]但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[01:03.07]Sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:05.60]有时我就是无法控制自己
[01:05.60]I was an outcast
[01:06.93]我被生活所抛起
[01:06.93]Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:09.21]扔在路边干枯凋零 受尽嘲讽
[01:09.21]Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.95]太过羞涩 不敢谈起家这个话题
[01:10.95]I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.18]我总以为生活本就应该冰冷无比
[01:13.18]And oh I've been so lost without hope
[01:18.20]我早已失去了希望 迷茫不已
[01:18.20]I got a window in my head it's a casket
[01:20.29]我的脑子上有一扇窗 这就是一副棺材
[01:20.29]You know I've been wishing I was dead but I mask it
[01:22.65]我总是希望自己已经死去 但又把这悲伤掩藏
[01:22.65]Maybe it's not what I want
[01:25.77]也许这不是我想要的生活
[01:25.77]Oh I've seen better days
[01:27.95]我曾享受过幸福时光
[01:27.95]And the moment ******* sucks
[01:31.47]眼下却沉浸在痛苦之中
[01:31.47]But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:34.95]如果再不停下 我大概会犯下大错
[01:34.95]And honestly why not
[01:37.20]说实话 为什么还要继续呢
[01:37.20]When nobody gives a ****
[01:39.65]反正没有人真的在乎
[01:39.65]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:44.20]但有时我就是无法控制自己
[01:44.20]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.63]我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[01:48.63]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:53.20]但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[01:53.20]I know it's in my mind
[01:55.36]我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[01:55.36]But I think I need some help
[01:58.64]但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[01:58.64]Because it's all I know my hands around my throat
[02:03.09]因为我控制不住 用双手握住喉咙
[02:03.09]Pray that I won't let go this time around
[02:07.71]祈祷自己这一次不要放手
[02:07.71]But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:12.11]但每一次我想要永远闭上眼睛的时候
[02:12.11]I see the reason why I'm not alone
[02:16.13]我又明白过来 自己其实并不孤单
[02:16.13]But sometimes I just can't but
[02:18.24]但有时候我就是力不从心
[02:18.24]But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:23.00]但有时我就是无法控制自己
[02:23.00]I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27.65]我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[02:27.65]Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:32.15]但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[02:32.15]I know it's in my mind
[02:34.09]我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[02:34.09]But I think I need some help
[02:36.74]但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[02:36.74]Sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:41.00]有时我就是无法控制自己
[02:41.00]I think we got it
[02:46.00]我觉得这首歌录好了